Nur Afifah Bte Hazali

2010-07-19T03:05:00.000-07:00

Very long tak update blog .
Ohh , because I have no time .
Busy with school , totally .
Tuition etc .
Life has been a lil bit complicated but I manage to pull it through.
Congrats FIFA ! Whatever .
3 months away from you and only weekends will be depressing a lil bit.
But it's okay I can pull it through.
I will be true to you can hunney .
You have become more sweet and loving and I love it al lot .
I'm sorry .
My bdae out will be with you Kay Hun.
Universal studio urh !
I love you !

love .

2010-07-13T22:49:00.000-07:00

history omg !

2010-06-28T21:46:00.000-07:00

malay oral is this thursday .
and im not really prepared yet.
cikgu zhalynda is sick and absent.
cant do without her around.
sch extended curriculum already start.
everyday expect monday will be going home at 430 pm.
gotta try very best .
prelim is like 2 months away on my birthday 26 august .
oh shit ! hais .

skip history lesson today . hahaha.
i guess im giving up on this subject.
whatever laaa
dnt pon blom start,believe it or not la.
haiyaya. omg !

2010-06-23T01:13:00.001-07:00

Very long never update blog ,hehe.
Been wasting my holiday going to sch doing dnt and paling best I still haven't start on anything yet.
Happy one year one month <3 .
been fighting a lot , but we made it through.love youu :)
So today I pretend to go school but I went to meet up with love at nuh becos he wanna take mc . Hahaa.sore eyes rabak je.been going jogging with maz n syae , great time :)
When sch start I have to buck up n I hope I really do tis time.
Alright :) tats all till next update .
Miss blogging huh .

2010-06-09T19:13:00.000-07:00

its complicated.
i cant believe becos of a small problem,u react tat way.
i knw life has been tough for u but u shouldnt throw all your sorrows to me just like tat.i have feelings to.i may not be as lovely and have all the freedom.i told u from the the start didnt i.im not trying to create excuses everytime.here i am trying my best to try to go out with u ,but i cant.im trying to study hard and have the freedom n spent time the time with u after tat ,love,but maybe u cant be patient any longer .
its been a year we are together but still we dont really understand one another.
if becos of tis problem u wanna change den i have nothing to say..

2010-06-07T07:03:00.000-07:00

It's been long I updated my blog .
Life has been a bit complicated for me.
I just get myself a new tutor since the cdac doesn't work for me.
Just had my first lesson on Saturday .
I asked a few topic and Im able to understand .
Been trying to get myself focus.
Love life <3,
has been okay although sometimes we do argue
but still manage to solve the problem.
At least he understand and realise his mistakes
today went out with family
brother bought his slipper , birkenstock.
And I didn't buy anything as I have my brace on and pay for o lvl fee.
So must budget ready.
Haiyayaya.
I miss my cousin , friends and band .

2010-05-25T01:58:00.000-07:00

I was in cloud nine wen u gave me a call today :)
I feel so tense today becos my father have to come to sch this Thursday for ptc !
Confirm kene marah dgn father.
Maybe hp kene Tarik,maybe no more going out . CB

Left with 5 days to Malay o level.
Sesungguhnya aku breads teramat takut.
Semoga dapat melakukannya dengan baik.
O M G !

Love want to meet me agian this Saturday but I can't promise
becos this Thursday is my ptc :(
and it's gonna be hard to meet u nowadays la.
Try my best Kay dy ;)

2010-05-24T02:56:00.000-07:00

Road rally + intensive
oleh kerana saya tidak menyelesaikan 3 kefahaman pada hari minggu yang lalu,
saya membuat ketiga tiganya sekali serentak pada waktu rehat tadi.
Perah otak habis habisan nye.
Ohhh, mann!
Semuanya tidak dilakukan dengan serius.
Jadi tidak hairanlah kalau markah yang diperoleh tidak memuaskan.
Peperiksaan peringkat o bahasa melayu bermula minggu hadapan.
Kertas kerja yang diberikan juga boleh tahan banyak.
Oleh itu , saya akan cuba untuk menyelesaikan .
Itu sahaja yang ingin saya tulis :)

Kekasih,aku sudah bermula merindui mu walaupun baru sahaja semalam berjumpa.

2010-05-23T04:17:00.000-07:00

Went out with love today . Miss u badly .
Clementi,ate long John .
Had a lot of fun with u today love.
U became sweeter each day.
So after meeting love,went to lot one with Mazliana.
Plan was to study but we ended up studying for an hour only.
And there were two disgusting chines guy blowing their nose .
One was at the library and the other was at the food court.
Penggoto nak mampos !
And there is group of guys,haha!
So irritating .
I'm looking forward meeting love again,probably next week.
Alright I guess tats all for today.
Takecare love <3

2010-05-21T17:13:00.000-07:00

Wake up so early today .
8am ! I'm still sleepy la.
I cant get myself to sleep.
Slept late last night , 2am.
Thanks to u for making me wait so lonnggg.
Hais.
I'm excited to meet my madrasah friends.
Nadia,wani and zafirah.
Will be meeting them at macdonald fajar today :D
yeah !

So today after meeting up session .
I will be staying at Home to finish some of my malay homework.
Can't screw up Malay language.
1)Surat kiriman
2)karangan
3)3 kertas dua
4)kefahaman on the guy who died .

So many things to do . O m g !

2010-05-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

Been busy with malay intensive this week and next week.
A lot of homework tat has to be done.
Im trying my very best here.
So,today is my one year with love.
Its not easy to go this far.
Gone through so much.
Patient is all it takes.
Haha,mcm pham faaa !
I'm waiting patiently for u to call me la.
I'm so sleepy now but if I were to fall asleep confirm tak bangun till morning.
So Saturday,
will be busy finishing my Malay homework.
And not to forget morning breakfast wit frens :)
Sunday,
no madrasah and meeting Ellis to study .
Yeah :) I have to get back on track.
Mid year result was unbelievable and scary.
Itu sahaja yang Ingin yang luahkan.
<3 I love you dy .

2010-05-20T23:39:00.000-07:00

Happy one year <3

2010-05-16T19:24:00.000-07:00

Its sunday yesterday !
So yesterday went madrasah as usual.
Next week ptm but we don't have to attend madrasah .yeepee!
Go home after tat .
Wait for love to msg .
So sweet hor !
So afternoon went to lot one and wait for mama .
Saw my primary sch friend azroy !
He still look the same . :)
after tat went to eat at rasa istimewa.
Makan:
kerang,ikan pari,kangkong,Satay babat and you tiao? Enta la mcm ane spell.

Monday:
happy birthday love!
Slept at 12pm yesterday.
Woke up at 7 today.
No sch .
watch tv,eat and jogging.
& I love you !

2010-05-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday love ! <3

2010-05-15T04:57:00.000-07:00

Saturday 15may2010 <3

woke up at 7am today.
Pasal I very excited nak keluar nari jumpa love.
Becos we have not met for 3 weeks .
Sebab why jumpa dia nari becos Monday his birthday.
So meet up at clementi at 12. I was late due to traffic jam.
Sorry ler ;)
I was surprise tat u da kurus . Hahha . Macam da tak knal sey :)
after tat buy takoyaki and went vivo <3
bought ocean minded purple slipper.okay la,nice and simple.
Harap2 tak kene curik lagy Sudah .issh!
So walk around at vivo till 3 plus .
Ate long John :)
and after tat go home.
But still I miss you nowwww !
Haiyaaa, anw cheer up Kay.
Lagy 6 weeks je.
Okay tats all . Love .

2010-05-14T00:51:00.000-07:00

Mid year exam is finally over .
No just have to wait for the result
and confirm I will be dead becos I did very bad for my paper.
There will be no sch on monday :)

Its Saturday tomorrow and I will be going put with love since we have not for a very long time.
Going vivo to buy my slippers :)
hope plan will go smoothly :)

Sunday , madrasah :)
dinner with family at cck :)

2010-05-11T01:18:00.000-07:00

Went to lot one with asyraf and Mazliana .
Maz bought a wallet , mahal dok ! Eehe .

Okay later go Teck whye makan ! Yumyum!

Kay i miss you love !

2010-05-10T17:15:00.000-07:00

Good morning , its tuesday today !
I have no paper today , so will just stay at Home .
Have to prepare for another maths and science paper tomorrow !
Oh gosh !
So maybe will be going out with friends later to lot one .
And after tat have dinner with family at Teck whye .

So yeah ,
life has been good :)
but not with my mid-year exam becos i did badly for it.
Will be going out tis saturday to celebrate love birthday .
I wanna get a pair of slippers ! I need it badly larhhh !

Okay tats all , :)

Superman;<3

2010-05-08T06:26:00.000-07:00

Saturday !

Went to vivo city with dad and brother.
Didn't meet up with love . Hais
walk around in vivo city and see what I should by for his present and mine too.
Mum giving me money to buy a slipper for myself.

-ocean minded slipper
-havainas
-volcom
-crocs ?
Stiil have not decide.

Love ,
-Oakley t shirt
-wallet
-give money and buy himself.

2010-05-07T01:08:00.000-07:00

Friday oh la la !

Chemistry paper today.
I left out some of the questions .baddd
should study early, hais wasted.
Paper ends early today.
After paper went to have morning breakfast at kfc with sch friends :)
joke here and there . Pasal sotong! Hahha :D
after tat go home straight.
Eat again. Mum cook mee soto. Yummy!
Tapi banyak mesai.

My superman is coming back tomorrow not today.
Boringggg ! So no phone call tonight .
Wait patiently till 11am tomorrow.

I'm broke till next week :) sadd

went mum give money.
I wanna buy lotsa stuff :) yeah !
Flipflops!
Present: wallet maybe :)

Happy birthday to putri rawiani !

2010-05-06T02:17:00.000-07:00

I have done badly for my physics paper.
I forget to bring my calculator ,ruler and even protractor.
Believe it or not !
Whenever I never study fo that particular paper , the paper will always look easy.
Cheese bun !
Haisss , it's going to be prelim den o level and I'm still not ready yet.
Semangat seminit je .
How , how am I going to get myself serious about studies?
Any idea ? Everything doesn't work for me .

I'm super broke now .
No money to get the things that I want.
Love birthday is coming.
And I don't know what i should get for him.

Tomorrow is my chemistry paper.
And since I confirm fail my physics .
I have to get my butt out from watching tv tonight and study.
Or even wake up early around 3am
ppl say it's easier to absorb knowledge at 3am.
Will try soon :)

2010-05-04T21:32:00.000-07:00

2010-05-04T21:30:00.001-07:00

happy birthday soleha saad :)

2010-05-04T21:08:00.000-07:00

morning everyone :)

wake up pagi pagi jumpa mazliana pat plaza

makan kfc.makan bubur dengan hashbrownnnn :)

sedap tapi sayang gigi wa sakit takle gigit.

alermakkk..

maz beli baju baru , lawa dokk.

jangan luper pki ehk mazz .

hehe :)

okay today is soleha saad birthday!

happy birthday:)

stay strong ehk babe .

takecare of yourself.

dont think to much :)

smile alwayssss.jyeah !

tuition later at night:)

2010-05-03T01:00:00.000-07:00

No sch today.jyeah !

Alright , here I goes again..

Today woke up at 845am and help mum to fry chicken!
Cook nasi ayam today . Marvellous !

My ppd is running low. WTF !
I really need cash now!
The last time I use to have lots of money and went to shopping was during my primary sch days.
Remember those times wen I and Mamat use to keep money den buy bag and see who's bag is the nicest.
Haha.
But now, I don't even save money.and how to save money.when all the food in sch is so tempting.
Can spent 7 dollars just for food !!
Haiyo.
so,today stay at home,watch tv and study .
Mendakkkk !

13 more days to love birthday
17 more days to one year ! <3

2010-05-02T06:29:00.000-07:00

Saturday:
went to town with Dad and brother.
Watch voodoofied . A percussion band.
Damn fun and gerek ! :D
barang Baik bro !! Awesome .

I say chakedi , u say funky !
Hahhaa.

Sunday:
madrasah as usual but only me and Zad dtg.borinng !
Okay I miss dy a lot.
Meet u very soon okay.
Love!

No sch esok. Good news is I can wake up early! Wahhh!
Hahhaha.merepek...
Saw Aizzah at cwp today .
Naseb asyraf ilang aku klau tk wa tak nmpk lu.heheheh!

2010-04-30T01:26:00.000-07:00

Malay paper today .

I think my karangan cannot make it.
Topic I chose was : cannot remember ... Hahaha !
Whatever Karangan I have, confirm ade pasal band.
I guess band is so close to my heart.
It changes my life as a person.
Thanks to bandmates and teachers. :D

So now its about me and i have done today:
as usual wake in the morning.
And check my fone hoping that you would leave a MSG or give me a miss call.
But sadly u didn't.
It has been five days and four nights tat we didn't talk .
And lagy menyedihkan.I can't meet u tmrw.
Becos I wanna go out with u on ur bdae.
Hope u understand :)
will be attending tuition with my dear hunney,soleha.
Confirm banyak story kita nak share together.hahaha!

Life has been boring and dull everyday
everyday is the same thing.
Really hope for a change .
Kay tats all.
<3

2010-04-29T00:04:00.000-07:00

Its english paper today !
I guess I done very bad for this paper .
Second paper lagy best ! I didn't complete the last five questions.
So hilang gitu je la aku nye lima markah. Haiyoo!

Happy birthday to Qistina !
Da besar la dia !
Semoga panjang umur,murah rezeki ,,Amin .

After paper went to eat at al azhar with fat ,syae,maz and ram .
Sedapp pee:)
nasi pattaya dia,shiiiokk!
Next time pergi lagi kayy ;D

Da four days seyy,u tak kolll,
selalu kol ,haizzzzz :(

2010-04-28T02:54:00.000-07:00

Attend sch late today.
Miss one lesson ,bahasa melayu.

So basically ,
life has been bad for me.
Its was a good news at first when i finally decide what to do for my dnt.
But after the shocking news that my idea nor I should say my teachers idea is more to storages
rather than a selection.haiss
should have listen and ask pakcik at dnt workshop first..
Haiyaaa,

I miss my love alot.
How are you in camp ?
Call me Kay wen ure free :)
love<3

2010-04-27T01:06:00.000-07:00

Don't understand teachers nowadays.
Perangai small kid. Take revenge on student over small matters.

This is what happen:
mr Tom call my father yesterday to remind him about the o level fee which I have not paid yet.
I was supposed to pay on that day itself(yesterday).during recess time.
I didn't inform him(tom) that I am making the payment.
So my dad say,ya,I gave afifah the money to pay ready.
The next day which is today :
during morning assembly , mr Tom approach mr and he say...
Afifah,do you know that u have embarresed me.
What I do?
U didn't inform me that u pay the fee ready.
And I called your father yesterday.
I will embarresed you someday...

Sial urh prangai budak kecik nak mampos!!

2010-04-26T17:47:00.000-07:00

i wonder why?im craving for this chocolate

2010-04-26T02:14:00.000-07:00

It's Monday !
Sch was a little better compared to other days .
Mid year exam is in three days time.
I'm trying very hard to get myself focus and study.
It's tough..
Really hope I can make it to poly.

Sch was great today becos dear friend of mine,Rahimah is back :D
lips da hot la diaaa :)
it's good to see you back in sch:)

finally,
I miss my love.
Didn't get to meet you this week...
Hais,and I still don't know what to get for your bdae.
I need money :)

Wednesday , dental appoinment :)

2010-04-25T00:30:00.000-07:00

Saturday:
study history at Home.
Thanks Eugene for the golden notes :D
went to lot one for dinner.

Sunday:
morning,madrasah
study history againnn :)
kemas rumahh.

Miss <3 ,supermann

2010-04-22T23:03:00.000-07:00

I loss weight ! :D

school was so tiring .
Have to complete 2.4 today and wa pass !
Hahahha! :D
after went home straight.
The weather is super super hooot !

Okay , later Tuition
with friends:)
okayyy dahh.

You're my superMAN , <3

2010-04-22T01:41:00.000-07:00

Im sorry .
I feel very guilty.

Took 922 as usual to go Home.
Saw my grandmother ,my grandma!
Something just stop me from seating behind.
And you called me.. Girl , girl !
The only person who call me that is nenek,my grandma.
And I saw her seating at the back near the exit.
She called me, girl sini laaa !
But I didn't went to her..
Keliru,binggung...
It's not her who is calling my name.
At the same time , she is my grandma..
She was the one who take care of me since I was a baby.
Sekarang,I don't even go to her and Salam her.
Cucu ape nii? Haiss.
No one will understand how I feel right now.
I'm scared,guilty.sorry.
For everything.
I miss you,but Im scared to give u a call nor go to u.

Please god,give me the way to find a solution to get my granda cured.
I don't want to see her suffer.klau anak dia sendiri takle buat sesuatu,biar la cucu dia je yang tolong.
She has done alot for me,let me repay her by helping her get out of this seksaan.
Please..

2010-04-21T03:08:00.000-07:00

Happy anniversary to me and my love !
He only called me once today.
Member tengah ns dok ,what do you expect..
Cca was replace to extra class.
Attend Malay and maths lesson.
Till 430 pm :)
met up with qis,lydia&zaza in the canteen.okayyy:)
ram still not back yet,cepat la datang.rindu kerawa seram kau..hahaha!
Having tuition later with soleha:)jyeah!

Soleha:
chEer up Kay babe!
Takecare gd care of ur health.
O level babe:)
drink lotsa water hunney!!
U have to be strong:)
smille :)

Call me tonight love <3

2010-04-19T18:00:00.000-07:00

hey loveee.

its our 11month together.

we have gone through alott horr

all those stupid short fights we havee,so not needed.

how sad nor angry i was i still love youu.

thanks for all the laughter :)

thanks for all the gift

so sweeet.

you never fail to make me smile.

really hope our love last.

yeayea!

sarang hei yo !

21April2010

2010-04-19T17:52:00.000-07:00

2010-04-19T17:45:00.000-07:00

And you continue with your horrible jokes,and I continue with loving you anyway … that’s love

2010-04-19T17:38:00.000-07:00

i always catch myself thinking about the past, when we didn’t argue and we were all okay. When things went smooth and it was never complicated between us.

2010-04-18T23:39:00.000-07:00

Itsss mondayyy!

After one weeks without maths,I forgot to bring my maths matrix paper.luckily tom didn't caught me.
Next , sorry for not attending your lesson .

Tomorrow: nafa test after sch.omgosh!
No extra lesson .

<3 2 more days loveee !

2010-04-18T23:32:00.000-07:00

First you were so nice
next you bitch around blalalabla
third aww that kesian face of yours
fourth everyone will go why?are you okay?relax..
Lastly,sial urh kau!

Gy isap anjing neighbour kawan aku kayyy!
Best urh Kau.
Klau masok anugerah skrin confirm baik nye!
Draaama Mamama habesss!

Aww,don't give me that face :)

2010-04-17T02:18:00.000-07:00

Friday:
visit Rahimah at hospital.
Takecare friend :)
me,fatin and ram da Bluetooth
but maz tak.hahahha!!
Syae and qis came along.yea!

After thinking the whole day,
it's true that whatever happen for a reason.
Haiyoo.

Saturday:
went to town aloneee! To take photo for my dnt.at last !!
After that went to meet love at panjang.
Pembodek besar ,hahaha! Talkandtalk.
And realise tat we are a month away to our one year.
Wahhh!! Eyaeyalar.

Miss ram at sch.one week mc ehhkk.jealous!hahaha:D

2010-04-15T21:03:00.000-07:00

speech day 2010.

received my speech day award today.

dapat certificate and popular voucher.

boleh larh.

so ended at 1130.

and now here i am at mazliana crib.

waiting for her and fatin to siap..

cepat nye kawan kawannn :D

will be visitng rahimah at hospital later.

wahhh! bilik da ade tv sey diaaa.hehe!:D

night will be having tuition with friends..

tomorrow ♥ meeting love..

2010-04-14T18:56:00.000-07:00

today will only be attending two lesson.wth!

only social studies and we have a test to do.

and i have not study yet.mampos!
yesterday tuition was so damn boring.

soleha tak dtg.dia buat kerja amal dkt library.hehehe!

tinggal larh aku dgn khai and sufyannnn.

apa lagi , buat bising mcm biase and irritate cikgu tuuu.

maseh tertanye mcm ane entah dia leh jadi cikguuu.

hahahaa!

oaky larh,sekarang pat ,mrl and after this mother tongue! hooraaay!

belajar psl cik monah kpooo!

dear rahimah..

2010-04-14T00:37:00.000-07:00

ram admitted hospital.

babe,takecare aites.will visit you.

harap takde pape jadi.aminn.

get well soon babe :D

2010-04-13T23:59:00.000-07:00

In life, you just have to deal with the shit people do.

Not everyone will stay true.

2010-04-13T23:56:00.000-07:00

i dislike seeing a girl with the greatest looks, but with a terrible personality and no brain. Might as well throw away your beauty in a garbage can.

2010-04-13T23:41:00.000-07:00

"Don’t come running back to us when you get

treated the exact same way you treated us."

suffer now and enjoy the rest of our life later,,

2010-04-13T23:35:00.000-07:00

i guess u can only afford the fake one nowww.ooops!

you can be proud of it so much now.

but dont worry , we will have a better life and a great future in few years time...

and you...pelan pelan kayoh laaaaarrhh.

2010-04-12T01:50:00.000-07:00

Im rather very emotional today.
It hurts badly to realize that u still haven't forget ur ex girlfren.
Ya,who am I to stop u from thinking about her and keeping the ring that she bought for u..
I have feelings to you know! 4 years u have been wearing it.and we are 2 months away to our one year.
And u still can't get rid of her out of your mind.maybe she is better den me.duhh! And you going to find a replacement for the lost ring.
You showed to me the no mood side if you today.WTF! Thks to the precious ring of yours! Get real laaa!!
Haisss.she is married !

i want this!

2010-04-06T23:27:00.000-07:00

2010-04-06T04:10:00.000-07:00

Sch was boring today .
The weather is killing day by day.cannot tahan!
Good news is mr Tom is not gonna be in sch till Thursday.
But we had our maths test today.I,anyhow doo! Gyler nk mampos.
Hahahaha! U kol I wrong timing urh.time ade paper u nk kol, time tkde tknk kol.
Haiyo...

Esok cca day pulakkk. Punye la malas.

What to buy for guy birthday?
I have no idea.
What nice?

2010-04-05T02:12:00.000-07:00

School was okay today.
Love the weather.
But it was super hot in the afternoon.omgosh!
Tomorrow is mass run. Common lets lost weight!
Im tumbler-ing now. :D jyeah.
Extra lesson tomorrow .harap2 not physics arh.hehehe!

Happy to meet all my friends.
Winks**
esok jumpe lagy kay.
Fatin,takmau sedih kay duduk sorang.kay!
Awww!

Okay,back to tumblr:)

2010-04-03T23:41:00.000-07:00

Suay!
Lost my Nike slipper today!
Fuck la!
Fuck you !
Puki,kat masjid pon nk Curik slipper! Bdh !
Bloody hell !
Cb!

2010-04-03T05:03:00.000-07:00

My leg very tired.veryyyy!
Went to jemputan at eunos.
The wedding was damn grand and gerek.
Slalunya wedding only got ppl sing,karaoke.
But this one was freaking awesome,got dance!
Lagu Hindustan and it was fun.if that was my cousin,confirm da join.
Hahaha.Kay layannnn!
So after tat went to eat Arnold!
Sedap skali.
After itu, balek teros.
And now watching tv.

Sorry I can't watch clash of the titans with u love.
Next time Kay.
Don't sadsad larh.
:)

no pain,no gain .

2010-04-02T20:00:00.000-07:00

Morning Saturday !
Will be going eunos later , jemputan .
Anw,sorry girlfrens I can't go out with u today.
Alright,tomorrow,madrasah.boring.

Monday sch again.
Tuesday mass run.
Wednesday cca day.went step down??&tuition
Thursday.Mdm Nora lesson ,mr Toh dnt.
Friday,no plan yet.

Thats all.

Selamat ilang tahun,

2010-04-01T05:47:00.000-07:00

Why are you fucking fAr away ?
The answer is ..
Becos change.
Why u change?
Becos you want it to be that way.
Why that way?
Nobody knows.
You are no longer you becos you want tooooo.

2010-04-01T01:38:00.000-07:00

Plaza now .
Friend go ciggies .
Cepat si .
Hahaha.
Anw, happy April fool day.
I hate matrices,kecoh dok.
Stayed back with syae and ram doing maths.
Fun!

2010-03-31T06:40:00.000-07:00

Friends come n go.
When u have the looks,
the money,the branded stuff
they will always be there.
BUT when you are down ,
you don't have the Money nor looks
NO one not a SINGLE one will help you nor be with you.
Is the fact isit it?
I feel it so do some ,we felt neglected.very.
We make promise before we separate
that wateva it is there will be time for everyone of us to come together.
Why ppl break promises?why?
You may not feel it but we do u won't feel bothered even.
.when we talk n remembered those moments,tears just flow without we realising.
Just think.
Why we here trying so hard and u there having the happiest moments.
So not needed.ya,who are we to arrange ur life n everything.
But the least u could do ,just take a moment and think.

i dont understand why it happen ..

2010-03-30T23:39:00.000-07:00

school has been very stress for me so is my classmates.
no life la sey. seriously,sec five suck big time.
teachers are all having pms larh sey.
okayokay,after off two days without english and slacking in class,
today we had our english lesson and we only do our english worksheet ..
boring,.
so today school end at 5pm because of cca day.and im slacking here in the library with rahimah since jin gemok mc tiga hari! jealous pe!
takecare kay gemok,recover and come to sch fast!
next,my class use to be at the second floor but thanks to budak sec one yang kaki patah tu,we have to change to the third story.sial urh.
and the new class reminds me of 2008 and 2009. zaman semua together.
lepak pat "marina step". miss those.
i dont understand why you have to be apart so far when we didnt have any fights with you.but if you want to den ....

i still dont get it , you know..

tapi takpe larh,different ppl have their different way of doing things.

i dont think i have the say.

alright denn..

2010-03-29T02:16:00.000-07:00

Sch suck today. Got a lot of nagging from teachers.
Lagi lagi dgn tu pmpn.p.m.s pe kau nari?cacat pe otak ko.klau ade problem ngn matae ko tk perlu buang anger ko pat kiter pe.
Tak faham dgn cikgu saman sekarang.skrang happy check2 jap ago gi marina party .babi tol!
After sch went to nonet crib n karoke.
Sing a few song n went home at 3pm.
Weather is nice :D I wanna sleep.
Tomorrow mass run.
N I plan to run today.but see how.
Okay,tomorrow is remedial day ,arrggh!
Studystudystudy.faster time pass by I began to hate books n study.
Thanks to all the nagging teachers.for giving us hard time.
All you ppl could do is give us tat fuck face each lesson.
Mana la kita tak Ada mood nk blaja.
Siak betol.at least u ppl could do give a smile so tat we can start our day well
n give us encouragement to study la.
Don't understand u pppl.
Kay tats all.
Tadaaa !

2010-03-28T06:06:00.000-07:00

Madrasah today anD we had BGR talk by mdm suraya.a counsellor .love her talk.wish she was my mum.
Alright,after flipping a magazine I saw this hairstyle from Fred Perry.bey ape lagi cut hair la.
Sesungguhnya,i cannot stand the hot weather.
Sorry to you.
I ate a lot today.hehe.makin gemok sey.
Tomorrow sch. Meet iblis n jin .
Alright tats all.
Takecare n love to you.

2010-03-27T00:49:00.000-07:00

I love to fall in love with you everyday.
Oh man ! U make my day.
It's been a month since we met.
You ns and me sch.
Oh gosh! I told dad that I was going out with friends but I went to meet u.
Lie to dad.
So,went to west mall.
And dy n I watched books of Eli.
Fun?boring?sleepy?
All three,but most impotantly,u being by my side.
Ur perfume,bestnye!
I begin to miss you now.
Lagi2 dy da kurus! Argh!
Hehe.anw,thks for the comment,I work on it. Hehehe.

2010-03-25T23:36:00.000-07:00

Watching movie tomorrow . What movie nice?

2010-03-25T00:30:00.000-07:00

Sch was happening ! Today . I love it !
Dear friend of mine nari buat keje paling BestNYE!
member taruk glue pat kerusi cikgu 2 time.
Ketawa smpi aku terdudum pat atas carpet.
Wit her funny face , takle angkat!!!
Hahahahahahahah!
After tAt cikgu tu pon megamok .merajok member.
Hahahahha!
Haiya,should have taken video larhhhh .

Kay nk tumblr-ing
kol aku lah !

2010-03-23T02:51:00.000-07:00

Back from school.jyeah!
I had a lot of fun in sch today.
Thanks to friends.I Cabot history lesson as usual with fatin,ram n syae.
Anywae Im on tumblr.
Arhfeefar.tumblr.com
:D
I miss you very much.faster kol me le!

2010-03-22T22:16:00.000-07:00

2010-03-22T21:43:00.000-07:00

my brother!

Alice in wonderland :D

22 march 2010,monday

2010-03-21T23:40:00.000-07:00

Being nice doesn’t make you stupid. It makes you feel good because you know you are gracious enough to forgive and smarter enough to realise how distasteful some people can be.

2010-03-21T00:32:00.000-07:00

I want this !

2010-03-21T00:17:00.000-07:00

I’m a person that has high highs and low lows. A lot of things make me sad. Sometimes it’s almost easier to be sad. But you do end up finding a balance and I think that as I get older I am learning what I can do for myself to make me happy.

2010-03-21T00:11:00.000-07:00

2010-03-20T22:26:00.000-07:00

Congrats to Zahidah for winning second on the pidato competition.:D
so today morning went to madrasah as usual.had the pidato grand final.
Me and Hayati get distracted becos of tis ustaz.hot! Kay lol.he is good looking.there are a few questions tat come to my mind.
So overall it was a good show but at the sama time i feeling sleepy ,seating there from 9till12.haiyo.
Kay:D
few plans for tis week:
-saturday outing with band frens :)
-meeting love :D
-try to safe money to buy stuff (if i can la)
-watch alice in wonderland(monday,free ticket)with Dad fren
-go Tuition on wednesday n friday.
-study! Buck up :D

Today :)
-finish up homework!
-watch tv :D cinta ixora !

2010-03-20T05:59:00.000-07:00

From home to imm to Jurong point .
In the bus to imm saw Salihan . Brownbrown :D
jalanjalan till I'm very tired now.
Watching cinta ixora :D

:(

2010-03-19T22:13:00.000-07:00

Cinta itu sungguh misteri
sekejap menghilang sekejap menjelma
cinta itu sungguh ajaib
tersentuh kalbu nikmatnya terasa
tetapi cinta perlukan pengorbanan
pengorbanan dalam meniti kehidupan

2010-03-19T22:07:00.000-07:00

It's raining ! :)
has been raining for the past few days . Tido sedap je , so cooling . I found my lost friend zafirah zefri aku rindu ko.
Hehe . Alas dpt jugak carik ko ..
Family world war since yesterday haiya .
Love is coming back today afternoon ! Woohoo ! Duit masok , jgn luper Tolak sini sikit. Hehe :)
esok , madrasah . Good luck to Habarinah and Zahidah for the grand final tomorrow .
Jyeah !

2010-03-18T22:19:00.000-07:00

Hell today is Friday and Monday school start again .
I can't wait to meet girlfriends . Haha . Mcm setahun sak tak jumpe ,padehal seminggu je.
So today I have to attend English tuition.soleha is not coming.so I gonna be lonely again. Sedih .
Tuition start at 730 so before tat will be going to eat ikan bogel ,naked fish at plaza.
Mcm biasa curry chicken bake rice yummy ! :)
at home Now watching price is right . Mendak gyler
my teeth is painful. :(
Alright, u will be back tomorrow . Hope I won't fall asleep so tat I can talk to u at night.
Hehe :)

2010-03-18T05:45:00.000-07:00

I thought i get to meet you today after so long.
His hair , the way he walk so like you.
But sadly it wasnt u .
Maybe one day i get to meet the real you. I wonder when ? Where ?
:) tapi lelaki tu face to face jauh beza urh.
Dia gelap :) hehehe .

Dy mlm ni kol i kay :)
tak sabar ada org tu nak belanja ! Yeepee !

2010-03-18T03:32:00.000-07:00

Lot one so boring like hell.
My brace is killing me ! Arggh :(
I wanna buy something for myself, but I don't know wat to buy. And I don't think I have lots if money to buy em.
Tomorrow is Friday and I plan to finish up my malay homework .
I really have to complete it ,if not mati urh kene marah dgn cikgu zhalynda. :)
my leg tend to get tired I don't know why.agaknye pasal makin gemok tak :)
issh da gemok la dia. Sedih pe... :(
tu la makan malam lagy, bey makan Tido je mcn anak Babi . Heeheheh! :)
tak kelakar ehk, bdh nye sukar.
Nu asyarf pat sebela menyebok nak mampos tengok org update blog.semua nak bace.pakcik kpo betol !
Alright , currently Im reading a Malay novel . Da lama tak baca buku. Hehe :) gd start FIFA ! Yeaaa !

2010-03-17T22:17:00.000-07:00

Wake up at 730am today . Today got dental appoinment at national dental center near sgh.appoinment is at 11 am. At first wanted to have breakfast at banquet but went saw nenek there tk jadi. I was damn scared to see her face to face .after knowing everything about her.walaupon ade perasaan rindu tpi tkpe la.
I change my brace today to purple.hahaha :) after change brace , jalanjalan at orchard.here I am now at taka wifi.asyarf dgn dua punter hor wheels.father take off day today. I am feeling hungry now. ! Alright will update later.
Have a great day ahead :)

2010-03-17T06:55:00.000-07:00

Miss you , you know . Haiya .
Today tuition with friends .
Everytime tuition confirm excited pasal 2 mat finer nu. Benjamin n Darrel .
Both of them mcm ah beng . Case stare Atas bawah nye.wah , fierce sey.
Tomorrow going dental centre to change my brace. :) dating dgn asyraf skali,my bro la.
After that go orchard walkwalk.

Bukan tknk jumpe Lu tis Sunday tpi tkle.
Like father Kasih je.
Klau awak sanggup mintak mc urh please.
I miss u lar.but klau tkle jumpe den wat to do.
Pls understand .
Tkmau fikir merepek la.
Pleassse!

Okay nk tido. Goodnight !
Sukaaaarrrr !

malibu dream pleeeaasssseee

2010-03-16T02:20:00.000-07:00

attend two remedial today.
chemistry only 30 mins . pasal subjeknya sungguh mengantokan.
tak boleh angkat la shey..
so after tat attend dnt remedial.
all the laptop in design center mintak kene buang!semua takle pki lagi,kecoh!
so,lesson finish at 3plus.after tat go sembawang library.
now with asyraf at the library playing the computer.
he and his hot wheels! irritating!
after this at 6 going to have dinner at teck whye.
i am craving for Malibu dream,coffee bean!
bila nak beli ni!
tomorrow maybe going out with friends to civic plaza at woodlands.
to finish up on homework and stuuufffff!
baik la itu sahaja yang ingin saya kongsi dengan semua pembaca.
byyeeebyeeee!
suuuukaaaar!

2010-03-16T00:32:00.001-07:00

dia sudah berbunyi !

2010-03-15T19:17:00.000-07:00

at fatin taha crib now.
she,belom mandi lagi.
boleh nyanyi lagi dlm toilet.
alermak lu.
okay now waiting for mazliana to come!
kfcccccc!
rawwwwrrrr!
chemistry remedial later and design and tech.. malaspeeeeeeeee!

2010-03-15T17:56:00.000-07:00

You all wake up ready ?
I want to eat breakfast .
Cepat la . I hungry .

macdonald yesss urhh !

2010-03-14T22:13:00.000-07:00

woke up at 650 am today , thanks to dad for waking me up.

mother tongue remedial by cikgu z today.

early morning went to have breakfast with Mazliana at Macdonald .

seeedaaap! da lama dok tak mkn morning breakfast macdonald.

so, remedial ended at 10plus.

after that headed to marsling at makan at kedai kopi.

air sirap dia bleh bwk penyakt kencing manis nyeeee.

tak boleh anggss!

so now at library,sembawang with brother.

mendak nk mampossss!

okayyy larrrh byeeee

2010-03-13T20:49:00.000-08:00

Wondering who is orang bunian? Are they good or bad? Hmmmm. Been doing research from just now. But still don't no which on is true .haiya.

2010-03-13T04:05:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Johor.to settle some family problem.felt relief in a way after I finally feel calm tat I'm okay now.I'm happy a little. Tomorrow is like the big day becos uncle will be meeting all my cousin to settle stuff . Harap harap semua dapat menerima kenyataan . I really want everyone to be together again.remember the time we use to go out n have dinner together.n every weekend we go for family outing . Yaaaa,I miss those time . Don't u ppl to miss it??? Miss telling Kak Dayah about my life problem,laugh all day with aisyah.hais..
Only Allah now how desperate am I to get everything back together.
Although I got this feeling to hate nenek like big time ,hais...
guess I still have to love n care n help her to overcome tis n not to let her suffer forever since wen she was still a life ,she care so much abt me . Always encourage me ,although sometime I shout at her she still the best nenek.I miss u nenek.I don't even get to apologise to u laa.
Alllahhhh ...
Ampun kan la dosa nenek ku selama dia masih hidup di dunia.halalkan la makan minum nya.ampun kan dosa yang paling besar yg telah dia lakukan.amin.hanya engjau la yang maha kuasa,maha pengampun,ya allah . Amin .

2010-03-11T22:05:00.000-08:00

I did badly for my common test . Very bad larr. I don't know how to show it to my parents. Confirm kene smack sey.
Sch was very boring . Maybe going Johor tomorrow for some reason.lazy to go but I think I have too. Bad news is I have to cancel meeting you tomorrow .hais. Tkmau sedih Kay , I'm very sorry . We meet next week. Alright , tuition later in the evening . Meeting hotstuff n frens later. English lesson today . Dadada!

2010-03-11T02:31:00.000-08:00

Holiday homework ! Omgosh a lot of them .
Common test result suuuuccck ! Big time.

you feelin' me??

2010-03-10T22:47:00.000-08:00

meeting you tomorrow so happy..

you feelin' me? haaha :)

alright , i am in the library now ,alone.

waiting for gemok to come . lambat pe kau!

penipu betol kate habes skola kul 2.. alamakkkkk.

this is what happen in school todayyyy:

first period was boring becos its tom lesson.

but okay larh ,i get use to his sukkaar,just like me , we belong to the same group u knw.

after tat was english.perah otak sekejap.

have to come up with our own questions if not we dont ge to sit.

so had bee hoon soto,yummy! wit lots of chilli! beth nye.

cikgu zhalynda lesson was gerek,mcm biase jugak.

talk about hantu at bukit timah and ....

den,mr toh lesson,dnt.

i just hate it a lot wen he gave tat idiot face .

slalu sey ,like masok lesson je muke gitu.

dgn saliva dia tuu.

anyway,skip dnt common test.

i have good reason for not coming.

have to takecare of brother becos he is behaving weird tis few days.

anw,had fun yesterday at tuition.

new student larh!

mat ciner yang cute and hot tapim tengok bawah je,seluar sengkat.

alamaaak spoil urh.will upload the photo next week aku rase la.

byebye..

2010-03-09T23:45:00.001-08:00

2010-03-09T23:27:00.000-08:00

in school now watching movie.

skip band ! yeah .

im down with flu and i feel suck now becos i cant taste all the food tat i ate..

arrrrghhhhh!
asyraf is back from his camp.

yea,tats all.

2010-03-09T22:33:00.000-08:00

i want big money .

2010-03-08T20:07:00.000-08:00

going for physic extra lesson after school . mati kena marah sama tikus.
asyraf,brother campfire . woohoo !
now,wasting one period blogging in school..
alright,i want lots of money!
very long never shopping sey....

2010-03-08T17:10:00.000-08:00

2010-03-08T04:17:00.000-08:00

dig and smell ! Hahaha! Topic for the month. Very funny only those who know what I am talking about . .
Things to finish up today before going to bed :
1) mind map for physics
2) try to do a little bit of dnt.

Try Kay FIFA .

2010-03-08T02:00:00.000-08:00

Today kick some ass during pe. Bdh nye trainer. Ada ke kene lari 2 round at field den 2.4 outside sch.chibye! I fail my maths common test scored 6 over 35. Kecoh! I skip band again. I don't have any interest in it rdy la. Tomorrow is design and tech lesson .and after school lesson with mice and Johnson.kecoh! So lazy sey.
Alright a few more days left ,so happy and I can't wAit.
Asyraf is not at home.he wait to camp for two nights.
Senyap pe rumah.
Okay lerhhh.

2010-03-07T04:27:00.000-08:00

I had the orotorical challenge today. Pidato you call it. A lot ppl from other mosque join too.I knew from the start that I had a slim chance of winning because other contestant are way better den me.most of them are from full time madrasah student.I was the seven to go up on stage.vey scary and my hand kept shaking la.anyway,congrats to Habarinah and Zahidah .see ya inthe grand final babe! Hahaha.
It was. Good experience I should say.talking infront of a big crowd.and talking about god in english is so not easy.
Tomorrow school again after three day of camp.tikus is going to scolded us.kecoh la brader.
Alright plan for the week:
1)meet love this saturday
2)buy books to read.
3)go out study
4)do something about my portfolio.

Thats all i have to say. And i miss you.