Im sorry .
I feel very guilty.

Took 922 as usual to go Home.
Saw my grandmother ,my grandma!
Something just stop me from seating behind.
And you called me.. Girl , girl !
The only person who call me that is nenek,my grandma.
And I saw her seating at the back near the exit.
She called me, girl sini laaa !
But I didn't went to her..
Keliru,binggung...
It's not her who is calling my name.
At the same time , she is my grandma..
She was the one who take care of me since I was a baby.
Sekarang,I don't even go to her and Salam her.
Cucu ape nii? Haiss.
No one will understand how I feel right now.
I'm scared,guilty.sorry.
For everything.
I miss you,but Im scared to give u a call nor go to u.

Please god,give me the way to find a solution to get my granda cured.
I don't want to see her suffer.klau anak dia sendiri takle buat sesuatu,biar la cucu dia je yang tolong.
She has done alot for me,let me repay her by helping her get out of this seksaan.
Please..