Just came back from Johor.to settle some family problem.felt relief in a way after I finally feel calm tat I'm okay now.I'm happy a little. Tomorrow is like the big day becos uncle will be meeting all my cousin to settle stuff . Harap harap semua dapat menerima kenyataan . I really want everyone to be together again.remember the time we use to go out n have dinner together.n every weekend we go for family outing . Yaaaa,I miss those time . Don't u ppl to miss it??? Miss telling Kak Dayah about my life problem,laugh all day with aisyah.hais..
Only Allah now how desperate am I to get everything back together.
Although I got this feeling to hate nenek like big time ,hais...
guess I still have to love n care n help her to overcome tis n not to let her suffer forever since wen she was still a life ,she care so much abt me . Always encourage me ,although sometime I shout at her she still the best nenek.I miss u nenek.I don't even get to apologise to u laa.
Alllahhhh ...
Ampun kan la dosa nenek ku selama dia masih hidup di dunia.halalkan la makan minum nya.ampun kan dosa yang paling besar yg telah dia lakukan.amin.hanya engjau la yang maha kuasa,maha pengampun,ya allah . Amin .